Weigh Ins

03/10/18, 1:36 pm

So during my last therapy appointment my therapist asked me how much I weighed. I lied (a little bit), bumping the number up a little. She got all concerned and asked if my psychiatrist knew and I said she had never asked. Now I have to tell my psych how much I weigh during my next appointment and then have her call my therapist so they can discuss it. I don't have much to say except that I'm really fucking nervous! They might make me gain weight and I just feel like crying at this prospect. This makes me so anxious and dizzy and nauseous. I can't eat more than I already do. I don't know how to and the thought disgusts me. All I can do to calm myself is run, literally. Run a few miles. Forget about it all for a bit.