Glucose Tablets

03/06/18, 12:51 pm

TW: purging

Last night I was so close to not vomiting. I hadn't had a day off in a long time. I was sitting in my bed around midnight feeling hungry but telling myself I wouldn't go down to the kitchen because that would just be bad news. And then I decided to eat a glucose tablet. And one turned into eight. And anxiety turned into panic which turned into a trip to the bathroom. I even had to puke in the sink and then clean it up because our toilet is messed up right now. I for sure puked up some of one tablet and the rest looked like dinner, which was surprising because I had eaten dinner about four hours prior to this incident. Also I'm not sure if glucose tablets actually energize you. I've tried to use them when I'm really tired while exercising but I don't know if they made an actual difference. Let me know what you think!